____light my way________

why? ):

Friday, 15 June 2007 ;

19:43:00

whywhywhy? why must you think this way? so we are just _ is it? well you are just _. I wanted to well be nice and maybe we could all talk it out one day frankly, and then maybe you would gerrit. why we've been _ all this time. but apparently, you don't even want to. must we continue this hate? no one wants it. we know even you have a heart. and sometimes I feel maybe we shouldn't blame you individually. anyway, why can't we get over this? you say we keep harping on the past. like okay man how bout you. if you had never done that, we would never have needed to say anything against it. no I'm not pissed. seriously. I'm just really sad about _ and all. and why the rest support it. they should know they aren't doing you any good by that. so why can't you understand? all of yall. ok we didn't gerrit that early either, but we didn't _. isn't it kinda common-sensical? ok maybe just for us. but not even the slightest drop? what _ man. ok yes we are in a way but what's with the crap abt don't act as though _. when did we? we're just trying to help. honestly. it's like, I know that's the kind of boring thing ppl say, but face the truth. we care, so we're doing that. but it's reaching, or maybe has alrd reached, the point where we don't even want to care anymore. please, stop _. no one can live like that for 3 years. can you? so why don't you just try. try to understand why we did that. why we're doing this. we have tried to understand you, but sometimes your _ is just really beyond reason. wake up. donggg. don't you see? the bird is just waiting for you to get on and fly but you refuse to look up at it. don't. just accept. you'll find your life so much better, and we ours. don't you see you _ everyone's _ while you're at it? it's not all abt you and yall. we are HUMAN BEINGS. accept. we'll give you wings. all of you. you can soar through the clarity of understanding, and know why what happened happened. I really don't know how to help you, if you won't help yourself. can't you just try to understand? it's not easy for us to do the face-to-face thing, nor for you, so we don't want to. but do all of you really think we're _ because we simply hate yall and we are just mean beings? you'll prob get pissed at me if you read this (erm and gerrit...), but I hope at least you'll try to see everything in a diff light. and we'll give you a whole new world. try, just try.
and I wish all of you the best of luck through this journey, for it is not an easy one, esp when you _.

~~[edit]ok I realised I sound really mean, but there's no other way to put it I suppose. and how bout yours lor.[/edit]~~

-light my way