I was happy once.
Monday 30 July 2007 ;
00:03:00
happy? (no this isn't supposed to sound mean. refer to title and end.)


okay shall post late in the night. quite late lah. wow I seem to be posting more after that long period of technology deprivation. ok well NOW I GOT YOUR BLOG JESS MUAHAHAHAHA. haha you have an um interesting way of posting with songs. quite cool. hey you used a lot of the songs I shortlisted for batch item!

[remember me this way] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/rememme.htm

okay just found this one [someone like you] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/some1likeu.htm

[if we hold on together] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/holdonto.htm

[can you feel the love tonight] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/canufeel.htm

dedicated to my apples [last night of the world] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/lastnight.htm

[till there was you] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/tilltherewasyou.htm

[I will be there] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/iwillbethere.htm

[I'll be there for you] http://www.lyricsondemand.com/onehitwonders/illbethereforyoulyrics.html

[when you believe] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/whenu.htm

[so long, farewell] http://www.niehs.nih.gov/kids/lyrics/solong.htm

[think of me] http://www.seeklyrics.com/lyrics/Phantom-Of-The-Opera/Think-Of-Me.html

and of course, [at the beginning] http://www.lyrics007.com/Donna%20Lewis%20Lyrics/At%20The%20Beginning%20Lyrics.html


I love you all. I don't know where I would be without you.


ohman I was emoing in bed last night, esp abt the farewell video. and the "when the audience FEEL something, we are successful, but if they don't feel anything ,that is something in which we've failed," and "look, can't you see the people watching us? FULL HOUSE!", and most of all "I was happy once...". and I was emoing when I was bathing today but I couldn't tell whether there were tears because I was wet all over anw. -.-



in the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you.

ohman someone send me pics to post! sbms can send me F pics pls?


I was happy once.


-light my way


au revoir
Sunday 29 July 2007 ;
19:48:00
sorry this is kinda late haha. >.<

)): really too much for words.

just like to say: thank you, directs, for every single thing yall have done for us, every single time you've been with us. thank you for all the smiles you've given us, the love you've taught us to have. thank you, for being part of rgssb. thank you, for being our directs and making these 2 years the best years of our life. thank you, for being you.


we love you VERYVERYVERY much!

we will miss you, and we hope you'll miss us too. (:


<3 rgssb. (2007)



<3 rgssb batch 07 aka directs aka apples.
<3 all the times we've shared.
<3 rgssb batch 09.
<3 rgssb saxes&LWWs. (2007)
<3 THE CHIOCHIO LANTERN! (although like half my batch accidentally kicked it. )): )


p.s. to all apples who are reading this, I really REALLY wrote letters long before ok! I forgot to bring on fri. >.< sorry! I shall post them tml.






-light my way


F
Wednesday 11 July 2007 ;
20:02:00
booya. ): sigh you know the strike thingys 3 posts ago? aiyo it's so often now I can't even be bothered to put in there anymore. anyway, I was just reading bridge to terabithia. I get this feeling I read it before, but only once I think so it didn't really register in my memory. and even though it's like such a simple, thin book, it's really very cheem ok! if you reflect, it's so much about all those life troubles that everyone have. and it's so simple and maybe even cliched but I still emoed after reading it! (eh not as bad as sam ok, cry while watching madagscar -.-)

anyway, I realised that there are sooo many parallels to f! it's like we are jess (sorry jess no I'm not purposely using your name), and they are like leslie, and they taught us so much, nothing we do can fully repay them. and now they have to leave. ))): but we have to move on, but we don't have to forget, no, we'll rmb them forever and ever. and then soon, there'll be the future them, like may belle, coming into our lives but who can never fully replace their place in our hearts. ohno emoemoemoemoemo. ):

hmm I think these phrases are really quite significant. )':
'...it would soon be Christmas and he had nothing to give Leslie. It was not that she would expect something expensive; it was that he needed to give her something as much as he needed to eat when he was hungry. ...nothing he drew seemed good enough...'

' "She loved you, you know." ..."She told me once that if it weren't for you..." ..."Thank you," he said a moment later. "Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to her." '

'She had made him leave his old self behind and come into her world, and then before he was really at home in it but too late to go back, she had left him stranded there- like an astronaut wandering about on the moon. Alone.'

'..."people kept telling me not to cry, kept trying to make me forget." ..."But I didn't want to forget." '

'After you stayed for a while and grew strong, you had to move on. ...Now it was time for him to move out. ...It was up to him to pay back to the world in beauty and caring what Leslie had loaned him in vision and strength.'

'As for the terrors ahead- for he did not fool himself that they were all behind him- well you just have to stand up to your fear and not let it squeeze you white.'


go read the book okay? and think about all the similarities. even up to the trivial matters like throwing away all the paints and art paper that leslie had given him for christmas in a fit of sorrowful anger, and not being able to get it back afterwards; so we shouldn't pao1 qi4 all they have imparted upon us because of this great um emotional impact cos after that it will not be easy to get it all back again.

woah man I should do lit. -.- eh no wait I alrd told misuzu I wasn't gonna take lit. (okayy I should stop telling ppl definite answers- gesticulates to reason why one did not sign up for psl interview. not that I had any chance whatsoever of getting in anw haha.) ahya anw wo3 si3 dou1 bu4 hui4 take lit de4. sorry litfans. why on earth would I even consider lit, geog and hist alrd so hard to decide. oi jess you were the one who ask me to take cbgh with you now you abandon me! hmpf I go ask giam jiejie to do with me. pouts. don't be your fwend.

sigh okay gtg sek fan. oh haha managed to chiong half a pt draft last night. mrs mak said it's ok if it's incomplete. (: ohwell must scrape must scrape I alrd failed geog pt. >.< oh and to all who apply, I'm sorry the farewell concert invitations look so _?_. >.< only spent about an hour on it heh. ee I don't wanna think abourrit. ok shoosh. f (eh sorry I know you can't see this but it's supposed to be a strikeouted f) byebye. in a couple of ways. ))',:


-light my way


songs!
Monday 2 July 2007 ;
14:24:00
hello! haven't blogged in a long while. yeah well school's started. okayy anyway i've been downloading A LOT A LOT of band songs from soundclick. (erm and I just installed limewire again haha) like 80 songs! ok I shall make comments on some of them.

The Planets (series of 7 songs):
I. mars, the bringer of war -> MYSTERIOSO ( rmb mr oura telling us that that's what conductors call songs in which they don't understand what the composer is trying to portray?
II. venus, the bringer of peace -> mysterioso
III. mercury, the winged messenger -> not bad, quite nice
IV. jupiter, the bringer of jollity -> nice starting, but gets a little boring after that
V. saturn, the bringer of old age -> mysterioso and boring
VI. uranus, the magician -> okay lah, though quite boring also (great timpani though)
VII. neptune, the mystic -> first part quite nice, but gets boring also (oh at abt 5mins there's this eerie choir singing)

eh not bad I can memorise all their names and my comments!

oh haha this is random but I've split the songs in my iPod into these playlists: emo, joyful, lyrical, majestic, overtures & medleys, peaceful, random, series, SYF & NBC, themes. hahaha.

ok anyway. oh there's this song called ride which is only like abt 3mins, and apparently it has 63 time changes and difficult keys! O.o oh and there's this um randomish cool song called sang where there's a lot of vocals done by the band.

and theres another series, piece of mind, where there's thinking, remembering, feeling and veing, of which I only rmb remembering (err pardon the pun heh) being interesting cos it's like a sad tune, with sudden changes to happy, jazzy tunes as like flashbacks. oh and I have el camino and can't take my eyes off you by tkwo! hahaha.

[omg I love blogger! now it autosaves! I accidentally closed the window and I almost killed myself, but my post is still here, exactly the same! ((:]

DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:Slight-Moderate
Dysthymia:Slight
Bipolar Disorder:Moderate
Cyclothymia:Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:Moderate
Postpartum Depression:N/A
Take the Depression Test

eh sorry random. anyway, I realise 100% of these i've seen on ppl's blogs have extremely high for cyclothymia. O.o I bet jess's would be like "off the scale" or something. hahaha!

ok back to songs. oh I think commonwealth military band seriously has to watch timing and tuning. I mean, listen to their pirates! '_____'

ok october has got to be the SADDEST, most EMO song ever! and the oboe solo is like heartbreaking. I don't know why. but even joni says it's emo lor! oh and pearl harbour is quite sad also lah.

ohya which reminds me, I erm borrowed anastasia, beauty and the beast, titanic medley, pirates, phantom, persis, (didn't take backdraft cos it consisted mainly of ONbeats -.-), october, ocean!, postcards from singapore, 2/5 of miss saigon ( I accidentally left 3 pages in the file) from 1st alto and twinkle from 2nd alto to photocopy. ohman so many! haha i shall buy a card, then use the rest to photocopy recent scores and do instrumentation. I WILL I WILL make it perfect alphabetical order! (((:

and the jurassic park part that we always play for sli is super slowww! while the part in titanic medley that goes you know 141516151413 and then again at twice the speed is DAMN fast! is like runup/down/updown. hmm. nvm.

oh and psalm 42 is a nice sweet sad song too. oh and I must agree with sam, excalibur is a super cool perc song. oh and pilatus: mountain of dragons is nice too! emo at some parts, and a lot of solos.

and erm regenesis which is supposed to be abt this city which was defeated and rebuilt again is quite emotionless heh sorry. as in like the destruction and the rebuilding and the rest of the song all feel the same.

while rj la mer is emo and nicenicenice! and like whenever we listen to acsi inn we have to listen to either our or tkwo's inn to cleanse our ears lol! oh and I lovelove star wars birth of the twins and padme's destiny also! but whatever happens, I still think october is the emoest song ever.

oh and digital prisms and symphonic overture have really really catchy melody lines. oh and I realised digital prisms' melody is quite close to that of triumph! I miss triumph boo. it got us our first ever gold! (and at that time there wasn't gwh)

oh his honor is cute hahaha. but it had crazy ranges for me (at that time hmmm. until I saw inn, 2nd page). ohya I love the sax part in twinkle! supersuper nice! oh and rise of the firebird is a really good opening. olympiada too I suppose. it was supposed to have been written for the olympics or something hahaha. oh yes orient express! another nicenice one! oh good luck to clars for auds!

hmm I don't see why sam likes backdraft so much. as in moderately nice but not anything special leh. I prefer persis actually. omg inchon beginning is so nice! oh yes and disney medley has the cool weird funny chord thing that they always play when beginning a disney show... oh and it has it's a small world!

ok now fantillusion ceases to impress me. but it'll always be my first love hahaha! wow I just realised I sound like a total band freakfreakfreak. but I am! (((: and you can give me the band geek/nerd hoodie if you can afford it!

kayy I just put a lot of paras together cos my paras were very short haha and too lazy to colour all of em. and some interesting counts: 15 oh's in this post. 44 diff songs mentioned in this post. wow. haha. erm +- lah, didn't count very carefully.

hmm I have a new saying. when times are bad and the road is tough... -O-O- ...MUG. I have it on my band file haha. and I think my band file is turning into a stickerbook. I have 8 ccao stickers, 4 "identification" stickers (rgssb, pearlyn, saxes&lower ww's, batch 09), one masterpiece rgssb paper which I stuck tape over so it's like um sticker anw, one nightmare before xmas bit of tape, one mashimaro sticker, my saying with a snoopy stampsticker in the mug part, and a MOSQUITO PATCH lol. the smileyface one. X) hohoho.

sigh I suppose we'll always have to come to this topic again and again. yes HER you very what leh randomly go stalking our blogs to insult us. -.- I must agree with keyun. sigh stop making us all sad. do you really really think we're having fun? siao. we're all so disappointed. and the use your brain person is noone from rgssb. cos our batch duh knows yall have an oboeist, your directs duh know yall have an oboeist, our directs not so xian as to go blogs and tag stupid tags. (ahem unlike SOMEONE) c'mon just give it up. start anew. nothing happened. make rgssb a journey worth remembering. in a good way. why ruin everyone's life, including your own? tsktsk. hope you understand soon. plspls try.

29 days! ))): NO! NO! NO! bah. save me from this evil fiend. the big scary F. (no talia that's not a swear) hahaha.

oh btw you ah make sam swear badly! when she walked past sam was like b____. ohno sam don't start swearing that! and when we were at fareast and we saw THEM like an hour after we saw them leave sch, jess was like wtf. and she said f out. gosh jess! haha at least you felt guilty. okay gtg bye!



-light my way


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