I love titling my posts with random words.

aw crap the guy came and recovered what he could for the comp alrd. NOTHING essential. damn lucky that most of my band/batch/section/sb/triplet pics are on facebook la phew. but all my projects (I hope I don't need them again) and other documents and most of all, all my random stuff that I designed (for like dps and stuff)! D: cries is utter sorrow.

yeah anw just managed to access my comp after like a week of being totally cut off whee. crap I hope my countdown's right, I can't be bothered to check heh.

what I wanted to say long ago but had no access to comp: SCANDALS OMG. like all around me hahaha. why is our church cohort so _! haha I find them (the fake ones) quite amusing whee.

ohyes and WHOO I LOVE MY CAT CLASS. at least those same few la. :D they are going for cadenza as a class outing so whoo I can sell more ticketttttts! ((: sad I can't come for lunch+movie+dinner with yall, but prac+rehearsal+moving starts at like 6+ I think? and there's section (if not then batch) dinner afterwards.

oh PAMELA AURELIA TAY AND DEBORAH LIN! yall are buying $16 tickets from me rightrightright? :D I've no idea how to pass them to yall actually haha.

my chem is screwing up sigh. what 1s(2) 2s(2) 3p(2) whatever? and I still don't get why the graph of ionization energy is funky either. why doesn't it increase constantly? and math is arghh. for quadratic equations la. of which I still owe an assignment. :/ but remainder factor theorem is actually understandable whee! :D partial fractions are still the best and most brainless though haha. even tesselation needs spatial visualisation skills. :p

ohya and whoo I've found smth to wear for confirmation! like a blouse from my mum (with tank inside) and some random skirt that has been, is and will be (except on 13 sept) rotting away in my closet. and I'll prob be borrowing heels from joni haha thanks dear! don't really want to buy anything cos I will end up never ever wearing again so quite wasted la.

whoo my mum has finally allowed contacts! going with her next time she goes. might wear on confirmation haha. eeks I'm still freaked out by horror stories of poking arnd in your eye though. but terence says I look ok with specs hm.

wow what a long post alrd.

I seriously can't believe it's like, what, 3 weeks to cadenza? we're like how unprepared can. my stamina CANNOT make it. just today felt like dying alrd ouch. [haha today was quite amusing, everyone had like excessive saliva in their instrus. gloria and I had pools and lynn emptied a whole bunch onto her saliva-cloth-that-looks-like-a-polish-cloth.] and farewell is in like 4 weeks? D: I'll really really miss them la. and we're honestly not ready to be top batch. I mean like. ya.

hm i think I had a lot more things to say. but I'm being chased off for dinner now so. bye! missing everyone in some way or another. ok that's really weird but yeah. argh I've no idea what I'm talking about rarh.



haha learnt a new random word! :D okay anw. yesterday was my most productive msn day everrr man! (which means least productive in all other aspects such as hw) yeah I talked to sam (um quite unsuccessfully) about SS PT for like 2.5 hours; talked to gmary for about an hour plus though it was quite stagnant haha; talked to aloy twice, about an hour the first time and 3 hours the second time; talked to terence twice, about 1 hour each; talked to darrell for like 5 hours with some bathing and dinner breaks (and did we talk in the morning too?); talked to shayne for like 4.5 hours with about two short periods of daoing (thinks his RE and my SS PT haha). [edit] oh and omg so much mo qi la! must be some rgri thing. it's 6-1 ah! I'll aim to beat you someday. (haha I bet noone else gets anything nvm) [/edit] whoo not bad right! and I beat my record with 5 simultaneous convos. I know it's not a lot la, but deprived that I am.

haha and I just rmbed smth really random that bev said on the last day of camp. "guys are so lucky, they can rip off their shirt whenever they want. we can't rip off anything. I want to be a guy!" haha. but true la. the camp involved a lot of ripping off shirts! ok fine that sounds exaggerated and wrong. ok like the frozen tee and the green flourwater mixture games. ah and bev! what's your contact! ok nvm we shall ask gmary. (: yeah anw GROUP 8 IS THE BEST GROUP EVER! aloysius beverly darrell gracemary jerrard kelly pearlyn samantha shayne. [haha omg so obsessive it's alphabetical :p] yeah and we shall be the coolest group too: let's have a reunion! like all go for lunch someday or smth haha. after my cat class (well the few enthu ppl in it) went on an outing we became sooo much more bonded la. and shoo other group ppl, don't copy our idea! haha.

sigh I MISS CAMP SO MUCH. darrell has been ranting to me about that for like... I lost count alrd la haha. and everyone's msn nick and/or pm have stuff about I miss camp, I love camp, and the lyrics of hillsongs etc. so sweet. (: sighh and today is my last day of hols bah. the lucky rest of the WORLD has like 4 more days. D: and ri has 5 more days! rarh why yall always get more hols than us one. :p ok which means I must not make this a msn-y, blog-y, game-y, facebook-y or anything day and go do hw and PTs and whatnot. sigh the sad life of an rgs girl. ):





WOAHMYGOSH IT WAS SO GOOD. I miss it like there's no tomorrow. and it doesn't help that school's starting on thurs and I haven't exactly done, like, what, anything?

day 1. went there early cos we wanted to play cards but we ended up not doing so anw. yeah anw, got cards and phone past bag check, no body check, no sleeping bag check haha. but ended up not using the cards at all anw. ok so briefing and all, the usual game where they give out random nametags and you've to give the person whose nametag you have and then get into grps, cos they're too lazy to give out nametags themselves haha. like 80smth ppl anw. and I couldn't find my nametag! when everyone else was in their grps alrd I was wandering arnd asking facils and games comm ppl. ok then I finally got to my grp and the facils were damn sad that we were so quiet haha.

yeah anw this year the games were SO MUCH better. icebreakers were cool. like the all on a sheet (which got cut down to all girls on a sheet) and flip the sheet. and the caterpillar one where we all have to hold hands and jump to numbered squares. and foot srabble (like chicktionary) where we have letters on our feet, and we cheated cos darrell asked someone for the bonus word haha. and the grab a lemon from a pole with your mouth thing. um then I can't really rmb what was next. some session I think. I'll prob skip blogging abt all the sessions.

um I think there were games. like the blindfolded watermelon feeding one where darrell ate most of the watermelon and most of the rest was on the floor haha. and the use a knife in your mouth to scrape toothpaste from a balloon one. we were first! those were at grotto. then some lao ying zhuo xiao ji thing which was super screwed where we had to grap paper crosses tied behind ppl and everyone was just anyhow grabbing. and frozen tee! which was like a facil donated a shirt to be frozen in a ziplock bag, then we had to find it and chip off the ice and the facil had to wear it. brr. and they had to strip to wear it lol. we were first for that too! those were at the (super dark) carpark.

um don't rmb much of the rest haha. oh the bathing facilities were the most awesome of any camp. cos they were brand new and installed just for us haha. and we didn't queue as long cos we went the downstairs toilet which quite few ppl went to for some reason. yeah and sleeping was quite comfortable quite warm cos my sleeping bag's thick ha. managed to successfully on phone whee. and this year they were damn strict abt sleeping, lights out at 11+ and facils walking arnd shooing ppl to sleep. ok but that means we all slept better la hah except those random guys laughing through the night and the girls who were kept awake by that.

day 2. lotsa shuffling and whispering at like 6 (we were supposed to wake up abt 6.30) woke us all up rawr. btw that happened every morning. yeah so morning prayers, sessions, P&Ws (:D). haha I realised that P&W is more fun when we sing nice songs la haha or songs we know at least. shout to the Lord! above all! prince of peace! how great is our God!

yeah anw day 2 was the gross games day I think. yeah it was. 1st: water bombs. fill plastic bags, throw to each other and catch with our shirts, then the actual bombing. didn't really get wet la haha. 2nd: what I made our batch do during batch chalet that time! but this was worse. stick our faces in flour, get food out with our mouths, and EAT IT! eww. didn't get any unglam shots though! I hope. 3rd: doing 7 elephant spins, sticking our arms in a bucket of like curry powder+leftover rice+sand+sesame oil+soya sauce+I've no idea what else, and fishing out lego pieces to build smth they show us a pic of. 4th: the best one! carry paper cups with holes of water on our heads and dump in a bucket at the other end, and try to get the ping pong balls out with our mouths. haha I finally contributed to one of the grosser parts of a game! if not it's always the guys doing more haha paiseh. 5th: the worst man. ruined my shirt! )): aloysius (facil) was "volunteered" to have some flour+water+green food colouring mixture applied on his back and we had to wipe it off with body parts they called. and I had hair and back! rawr. it didn't come off even after I bathed, and my shirt was like :/. ok the last game, which we missed, was some twister thing where the coloured dots were like paper plates with ketchup and chocolate sauce and whatever haha.

ok what a long paragraph haha. hm and 2nd night was prayover. didn't feel anything. ): but I did feel unexplainably awake and gracemary (facil) said they prayed for us to be awake haha. mhmm and we watched passion of Christ before prayover! was tearing slightly. vivienne was laughing, sadistic freak! X/ yupp so sharing, everything. oh dinner was at like 4. -.-

day 3. amazing gRace! around serangoon gardens. haha darrell practically knew the whole place, we just followed him around. damn hot! got a bit tanner. haha and walked a damn long. cos we went to the wrong park, so we walked all the way back, then all the way there again cos that was the next station. and stupidly went some long way, though that meant we got free coke haha! yupp only got to 4 out of 8 stations haha.

then was the emo part of camp, the session, then the letters from our parents thing, and a lot of ppl were sobbing, and I was tearing. and vivienne was wailing and shayne got so freaked out he comforted her. and quite a few guys cried too so sweet. :') yupp then we went to the parish hall to meet our parents and some of us just burst out crying again. I was really quite touched la cos during prayover I prayed for like my family, like our relationship, and then when I met my family, I really burst out crying quite unexplainably. and when we sang everyday God I started crying again. it really shows that the Holy Spirit doesn't come immediately and when you expect it to.

yupp so supper with parents, didn't eat, but there was fruit punch! :O when we had been drinking plain water for the past few days lol. and passed my mum the green spotted black shirt. and was super sad that it was the last night of camp! D: so we wanted to stay up, and we were on a spiritual high (in the middle of the night lol) so when father brian made a threat abt sending ppl who made noise to the grotto to sleep, we asked a facil whether we could voluntarily go there (cos we wanted to sing P&W songs at the top of our lungs haha), and she said of course not, so it was prob an empty threat haha.

day 4. we amazingly fell asleep, and woke up at 7 cos the assembling time had been pushed back to 7.30, when the facils came and said everyone's so tired, so they pushed it back even more to 8.30 wow. poor facils ok! gmary said they stayed up to 6am writing fuzzies! :O and it shows la, like hers were superrr long and superrr neat. joanne wonderfully wrote just a hello. -.-

sessions, P&W (the last one! D:), watched midnight productions (a video photo collage) and whoo I wasn't caught haha (besides my foot in the foot scrabble one -.-). then confession and almost all of us really felt lighter. (: and by then I was really AURGH alrd cos it was almost the end of camp! D: then we did cleanup, and we had to do parish hall and parish hall toilets. facils ftw! they're like so awesome. and we loser sweepers haha though we did get some dust and stuff la haha. but at first the parish hall really looked so clean and shiny alrd so we just stood on a spot and randomly flicked around.

then we had to wear mass attire and since no dorm alrd and there were guys I just wore over and felt so fat and tight lol. btw, the whole camp, I never changed in the toilet! :O bathing doesn't count. I mean all the mass attire and games attire and whatever. yeah then we had spiritual prep, and shayne ah walao, (though I'm guilty too), he kept laughing at the guy who was talking cos he had a strong cheena accent. and beverly's freaky split! haha. yupp then went for mass. half an hour only. and sang shine Jesus shine! :D then went back to parish hall, and got our fuzzies! (: I like this year's fuzzies whee. so much more heartfelt. and saw some cool handwritings haha. like aloy's! and gmary's is just like omg SO NEAT.

so marks the end of camp. D: I miss it sooo much okay. it was so freaking awesome. ok so takeaways hmm. a better relationship with God, family (hopefully), new friends :D, strengthened friendships, a spoilt tee rarh, beautiful fuzzies, a love of some hillsongs, general highness.

but for some reason the past 17 hrs or so has made me super sad. argh I really wish I'm not affected so much when friends are upset. D: and gosh, the world around me is so scandalous. like seriously. well, we shall just stay as innocent no life rgbandgirls. help I wish church camp just never ended. like obs. but at least I wasn't feeling super upset for various reasons/people after obs.



whoo cat class outing was fun. :D

was freaking out at about 12 not knowing how to get to ecp so I frantically called joanne and met her at newton mrt. haha I freaked her out when I said I was probably gonna take abt 45min but I got there within 1/2hr. 197 took so freaking long to come! like every other bus came at least once alrd then it came. so bussed to 2 stops after parkway parade, then walked.

haha on the way we found out that matthew was stuck at parkway parade so we called him and told him to take to 2 stops down and walk. so we were waiting at this fitness corner for senior citizens X) thing and we were trying this super fun (relative I suppose haha) thing called the space walk where you like step on these 2 things, hold a bar and walk. haha it's very like floaty la. and it's super low impact so you can like fall asleep/do hw while doing it or smth haha. and I can't believe it, why can't joanne lift herself on the thing where you sit on the chair and lift a bar which lifts yourself? quite light what.

yeah then we decided to call matthew again cos we were waiting for very long alrd, and it turned out he was still kinda lost at parkway lol. so ya, clarified some stuffs, then went on to macs first. we were super freaked out of being unable to cross the road haha but turned out there was some underpass thingy.

yeah so anw went macs, terence wasn't there, joanne smsed him, awhile later he appeared. haha omg I feel so bad today D: made matthew have to find his own way and made terence wait in macs for like what 2 hours. ok next time if we want to meet at 1, say 11.30 or smth haha. ok ate lunch, well joanne did anw, the rest of us didn't. haha the feast of fury nuggets thing is DAMN spicy la. we tricked vivienne into trying it and she had no reaction haha. ohya anw vivienne was late too duh. :p

ok went to rent bikes. DEFINITELY NOT BLADES AGAIN. joanne and I took double! haha yay not bad I somewhat managed to control the front. :D took a few tries though haha. and we were thinking like we double, then terence wanted single, then ahemahem the other two... xD so we just cycled, stopping sometimes ya, switched with joanne sometime along the way. OHYEAH HAVE I MENTIONED THAT WE WERE TREATED TO A LOT OF SCREAMS TODAY. ya she screamed every time the bike wobbled and all hahaha. she was like "I can be your bell! when there're people in front just tell me."

then vivienne wanted to go to her beloved nsrrc (is it?) club thing and kept saying "it's very near! it's just 10min away!" and repeated that like 4353895601 times. walao what 10min lor haha. yeah so after alot of detours we found the club, and parked our bicycles with some bicycles which were locked up (for rent) 'at [our] own risk'.

so we went in, and joanne was finally somewhat persuaded to go bowling, though still reluctant even after paying for the shoes haha. oh I just rmbed, matthew owes me 1.20! ok nvm. yeah so we bowled la. JOANNE IS A CLOSET PRO. she like walked there and anyhow fling the ball also can get one la! pfft. haha we all sucked quite bad, vivienne got quite a few spares though. (: ya we bet total scores vivienne+me vs matthew+terence (joanne was a fence-sitter), stake being help to bring bikes back (omg if we had IMAGINED the distance we wouldn't have set that) at first but got changed to dunking in the sea. [note to self+joanne+vivienne: still haven't dunked them yet right! let's do smth to them during camp haha.]

so quite uneventful except that the lane beside us accidentally saboed our screen I think, and terence got a free 9 and matthew bowled like what 5 times over and over without it changing bowler. and I upgraded to 9 whee. tried 10 but abit heavy and holes didn't fit well la. then we went to the arcade! I TELL YOU, DON'T EVER PLAY THOSE THINGS WHERE YOU PUT IN COINS AND HOPE IT CAN KNOCK OUT MORE COINS. it totally swallowed like 5 bucks from me DDD: I'm damn sad! yeah so overspent (as usual at arcades), but not on playing. -.- played daytona, got totally owned by the guys, played time crisis and sucked at it haha. then realised it was 6 alrd (bike rental was 1hr give 2hrs free, return time was 6.20) and rushed out.

went out and got the SHOCK OF OUR LIVES. the 3 single bikes we left there were GONE! gasp. so paced around indecisively until a miracle (like seriously a miracle man) happened. we saw 3 people on familiar looking bikes and it really was ours! :O like how qiao please. they were going to return I think, we said it was ours. so we had to get back in like 15 mins (the grace time), so terence gave joanne the single bike and the two of us doubled cos it was more efficient that way lol. then somehow me+terence+matthew got far in front of joanne+vivienne, and we were cycling quite fast la. and it was SO FREAKING FAR. like at that speed, 30min la. legs aching (ok not so much) and butt SERIOUSLY sore. we were saying that people should invent better bike seats la.

so amazingly reached there, and they didn't charge us though we were definitely late. (: (the 3 of us I mean, the other 2 bikes were charged boo) then went macs cos we decided the two of them prob wouldn't be there for a long time. AMAZINGLY, they reached about 15min later. and, shock to beat all shocks, joanne was the one cycling fast and having to wait for vivienne! haha. vivienne was cycling so fast and enthu-ly to her club place then coming back must have lost all will alrd haha. yeah and saw the guys ez-links haha cos joanne and vivenne koped them. photographers are damn mean la, everyone looks quite shitty in their ez-links haha.

so went to the beach after that, though it was like getting dark alrd. left our bags in a pile and swished around, then we all climbed up to the wavebreaker (geog haha!) thing and sat there. then it started getting really dark so we got our stuff (well actually the guys got them for us :D haha) in case people stole them and we couldn't see. played taitee abit, just hung around, talked.

IT WAS AWESOME.

like it was super shuang up there la. the sky was like velvety blue, there were some stars, a cool breeze was blowing, and save for the occasional blast of seawater, it was really damn nice la. could lie there and sleep overnight. :D yeah but sadly a cockroach came and spoiled it D: and man you should have heard joanne shrieking and shrieking and jumping up and down hahahaha. I think I'm quite used to cockroaches haha. ok at least I don't scream and jump around. vivienne screamed a bit also, but joanne's was like scream of the century man. anw so we finally got off the breakwater thing and started walking off.

rarh sand, kept poking my feet on my slippers. anw so we walked back to the a busstop, stopped by the spacewalk thing on the way lol, unintentionally messed up vivienne's mind (I think she wasn't exactly up to thinking anymore). OH AND HAVE I MENTIONED THAT GUYS ARE SUPER SCARY DOING PULL UPS. :O haha but terence couldn't do 10 so he couldn't scrap the dunk. then they were talking abt friends who could do 35 pull ups, and like 1-handed pull ups and all. freaky people I tell you.

so joanne+matthew+terence+me took 76, and vivienne had to take another bus on her own aw. ): haha quite qiao la, but makes sense since same church=around the same area=same/similar buses? yeah anw. THE BUS WAS EFFING FREEZING. brr. played taitee (again haha) and discussed um smsing and tried to pry a scandal out of joanne. haha I rmb owning all of them at taitee the first class outing :D but unfortunately luck doesn't hold.

so matthew got off first then 1 stop later terence got off. then I started freaking out really bad cos I had no idea where I was and when to get off and it was so dark haha. I just rmbed that my busstop was 3 stops away (before or after) from terence's on 55. haha then saw The Serangoon and yay. so I got home safe and sound. :D just that all my life I always take buses in the other direction so I was not used to the scenery there lol. joanne had quite a long journey after that I think, though she's only at amk.

so ends our happy little class outing 3. eh not bad leh, I planned 3 class outings alrd of which all were quite successful. *big grin* haha ok I shall stop egoing. on another note, WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE THAT HAS TO PLAN. D: haha ok la not that bad. but it's always the same people la, quite amusing. me, joanne, vivenne, nat (whose parents didn't allow), sandra (who's been mia for ages), matthew, terence, justin (who's at acsi band trip to osaka!). ya like can't imagine... isaac, ryan they all going on a class outing right. -.- what "we should tell uncle ignatius and get his consent" and all. joanne was saying he'll (referring to both actually :p) prob be like "this is too dangerous, cannot do", "we cannot stay out so late, look the sky is TURNING dark!", "this is bad on your image as a good catholic" and whatever la haha.

looking forward to the next one! ahya say until like I'm not the one who decides that.
-.- + :p my birthday ok! :D go chalet! :DD though most of our parents prob won't allow D: cos got guys/girls respectively. (I vaguely rmb someone whose mum didn't let her sleepover cos it was all girls? like huh?) no wait that's so far away. ): let's have one sometime around pre-confirmation chalet (if there's even gonna be one) la. (: and if we're free sometime sooner. yeah right.

ok gotta scoot off to bathe and pack (AHH confirmation camp's tml morning and I haven't even STARTED packing) now. whoosh-



all the stuff in my comp is still gone. D: I really hope it's retrievable. :/

haha this really random thought popped up in my head. miss ong would look good in skinnies. like dark blue ones.

damn screwed. most of what's left of my hols I've stuff on. rarh freaking PTs and math assignments howw. D:

and ahh why is the schedule I have wrong! I swear it said intro! how come end up beginner. ):

I miss band already haha. why is band camp so short! D: it mainly consists of 1) changing 2) setting up 3) photo-taking 4) batch auds 5) bathing 6) eating 7) interaction 8) sleeping 9) games. ends at like 11 AM. )): ohwhells make the best out of it and PEARLYN I FORBID YOU TO FALL SICK. AGAIN. let's go on batch lunch/outing/whatever after that! :D

haha read The Stupidest Angel. by christopher moore. I find it quite amusing. shallow, I suppose, but that's what makes it such a carefree read. unlike jodi picoult who can draw you in and trap you and leave you emotionally exhausted haha. I like the angel! (:

ah I haven't really found a way to ecp for tml yet. ohwhells. 73 or 76 or smth is it? oh we're not dinnering together also right? cos I bet a lot of us wouldn't have packed yet. xD procrastinators of the world unite! tomorrow. gerrit! ok nvm I'm like high for no apparent reason.

what a disjointed post. I hope confirmation camp is fun. well there is a major drawback ahemahem but that one can't be helped. omg I just realised what that sounds like. ok well let's just say there is a weekly one and a monthly one. and I originally meant the person! :p

fa la la la la, la la la la. sorry. the stupidest angel put me in some weird christmas-y mood.

argh I'm so pissed. been missing from msn so long my cadenza countdown's like at least 20 days off already. but all my programs disappeared along with everything else, and I'm scared to install msn again in case I accidentally make everything else permanently unretrievable or something. well my bro doesn't give a damn, he downloaded like a gazillion WildGames.

hahaha my yue4 du2 bao4 gao4 is a disaster. we're allowed to like draw stuff instead of writing a report/new ending right? haha ji mi is just too good an artist la. I can't even get close. ah the song leader of the band just popped into my head. the I'm just a living legacy to the leader of the band part.

sam! can we discuss chinese and ss PTs! I'll call you later/tml morning or something whee. I bet our conversation will veer towards band like everything eventually does. :D ok wait that's bad. FOCUS! any suggestions for 'an underpriveleged group of people in singapore' and 'an organisation which you think is able to aid you in helping them'? how bout the more medical benefits for the elderly thing and write to, um, moh (I mean MOH)? X/ sorry I can't use the proper scrunch face one. yes yes I know blogger sucks but I can't bear to leave it behind la.

haha yesterday was mildly amusing. um good luck for all your CTs and like PW and interview questions and all! (:

I, unmotivated blob, will just die in rj. haha yifei's 'blobby fat pig' just popped up in my head! omg I can't believe I rmb so much random stuff but not the stuff that matter argh.

[edit] haha today my tuition teacher was like "reacting an acid with a metal can be dangerous! because it produces a lot a lot of heat and what if the acid vapourises and there's this cloud of vapourised acid chasing you. and then you breathe acid- you think that's very fun ah- and then you go like gasp gurgle gurgle, and you'll be choking on your own blood, then like bloop bloop got red froth coming out from your mouth..." how picturesque. :\ [/edit]



this shall be my shortest post ever.

whee! :)

whoo! :D

my blog is not interesting one. go read yujia's awesomely literary posts! ((:



1) first and worst, MY COMP. MY POOR COMP. (fine not mine personally) why can one accidental press of system recovery screw EVERYTHING! D: now EVERYTHING is gone, files, apps, programs. even like microsoft word. only empty folders are left. -.- my 3 years span of documents, built up over 4 years collection of songs, 3 years worth of designs, and 3 years of photos ranging from random camwhores D: to overseas pics DD: to band/batch/section/sb etc photos DDD:! and tons more. *headdesks*. calling ITish people like sallychan! do you know whether anything can be done? X( we stupidly don't have a backup harddrive. ARMAGEDDON. (or however it's spelt) the end of the world is here. ))))):

2) academically, MY MATH IS SCREWED. yeah like I even had to say la. next round I (really really this time) bet I'll fail. after like a year, I still can't do indices. like I don't even know what's my problem with it, and nothing seems to be able to help. and with the recenter addition of surds. :\ yeah I know, practise, but how does that help when I do all practices wrongly anw? and like when stuff are explained to me, I get it, but like 5min later you give me the same question and I won't be able to do it. D:

3) ahem must I say it? PEETEES. chinese is like huh what's going on. (ok at least it's better than last year's freaking screwed individual oral-like thing, it's screwed oral-like thing WITH a group this year) and jess is floating around europe drinking wine now so we don't get down to discussion. and SS. hum. the poor -- single-parent families? but what organisation to contact? grah. or the really dumb the poor -- homeless families and contact HDB. -.- but homeless families are not really prevalent in s'pore. single-parent families are not too common too actually. physicaldisability-based? rarh I don't know. and then there's the soon to come math and chem PTs. lucky I don't take bio man. but I paid with that 7+hrs straight of working on physics PT and not sleeping the whole night and going as a zombie to school the next day.

4) my sad hols-which-are-not-hols. ok that applies for almost all of us. actually no, I'm pissed with myself for being such a slacker. slacking is physically restful but mentally stressful cos of guilt while being productive is more physically demanding (well mental too in the case of hw) but feels good. I suppose it's which one you succumb to. the whole hols, I've managed to... drumroll... file. wow. and minorly pack my table. and ATTEMPT math assignments and not even get past the 2nd question. refer to point 2). *pokes self* go be productive!

5) on the subject of my table, argh why can't I throw things away. I just like keeping stuff. they come in useful sometimes la. ok in the first place, why can't my table be the way it is? I like it this way. ok no messy tabletop makes sense but the cupboards and stuff? sigh.

6) WE FEEL NOOB. haha but it was fun though. locking (intro) lesson on tues! [evan, jiayou with your ongoing persuasion!] gosh if intro's like that, definitely can't go for beginner. :\ I suck at isolation! I can't do head. but it's like not really isolation-ish. it's like.. pendulum-ish? I dunno. like the whole torso rocks side to side. ah nvm not making sense again. haha I like the skitter rabbit thingum! I don't get the arms though. yeah anw, everyone around us all make us feel so noob. D: I'm more comfortable with hiphop I think haha. let's go with joni one day! though she'll make us feel noob too. joni is a closet-everything la! last time closet-bimbo now unleashed, closet dancer in terms of isolation but now we all know she's pro, sekali she's a closet-bboyer also haha. oh and they only have advanced begginer b-boy classes. D:

7) I SPENT 6 BUCKS ON JELLYBEANS. I can't believe it la. so pissed at myself. like when I got ripped off on a tiny packet of japanese snacks which cost $1something. D: (sorry using this emoticon a lot, I can't use the angry one cos it messes with my html code. which also explains why I haven't used the scrunch eyes one for a long time) anw, I realised I don't really like the fruit flavours. ): but I like the random flavoured ones like buttered popcorn and strawberry cheesecake! :D but I'm really weird, whenever I pop a jellybean into my mouth my mind immediately registers that the flavour is all chemicals, so I can never enjoy jellybeans to their fullest. D: and rarh I'm broke now. I've to last the next 2 weeks. I gotta not eat the next few band prac lunches or something. nah not going to happen. glutton! and I've got so many debts. ): sorry people I owe!

8) WHY MUST THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN. first, was-to-be japan trip and confirmation camp clashed perfectly. now is-to-be japan trip clashes with pre-confirmation chalet. D: ok I just realised it doesn't. proposed japan trip is from 30 august, not 5 september right? right right? *hopes fervently*

9) yet again, who has axon recording! I can't sight read/sing/guess (whatever you call it) so I have no idea how it sounds. D: ok maybe vaguely. but inferno has recording! no fair. pouts. haha. sigh I'm gonna screw up. not like I'm going to be anw. which applies for everything we have to aud for actually. individual auds don't count, I can't not be me? argh nvm make no sense AGAIN.

[on a random note, my sb is going to fall seriously ill on the 10th of june. :p yujia shall have chicken pox, I shall have measles, and gloria shall have mumps. alternatively we could get SARS, bird flu and dengue haha.]

10) absolutely random, but my phone stinks. no, literally. it smells funny. which leads to my fingers smelling funny after I use it rarh. and I keep spraying it with random perfumes but it keeps coming back. ok this is so totally random. nevermind.