Wednesday, 11 July 2007 ;
20:02:00
booya. ): sigh you know the strike thingys 3 posts ago? aiyo it's so often now I can't even be bothered to put in there anymore. anyway, I was just reading bridge to terabithia. I get this feeling I read it before, but only once I think so it didn't really register in my memory. and even though it's like such a simple, thin book, it's really very cheem ok! if you reflect, it's so much about all those life troubles that everyone have. and it's so simple and maybe even cliched but I still emoed after reading it! (eh not as bad as sam ok, cry while watching madagscar -.-)anyway, I realised that there are sooo many parallels to f! it's like we are jess (sorry jess no I'm not purposely using your name), and they are like leslie, and they taught us so much, nothing we do can fully repay them. and now they have to leave. ))): but we have to move on, but we don't have to forget, no, we'll rmb them forever and ever. and then soon, there'll be the future them, like may belle, coming into our lives but who can never fully replace their place in our hearts. ohno emoemoemoemoemo. ):hmm I think these phrases are really quite significant. )':'...it would soon be Christmas and he had nothing to give Leslie. It was not that she would expect something expensive; it was that he needed to give her something as much as he needed to eat when he was hungry. ...nothing he drew seemed good enough...'' "She loved you, you know." ..."She told me once that if it weren't for you..." ..."Thank you," he said a moment later. "Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to her." ''She had made him leave his old self behind and come into her world, and then before he was really at home in it but too late to go back, she had left him stranded there- like an astronaut wandering about on the moon. Alone.''..."people kept telling me not to cry, kept trying to make me forget." ..."But I didn't want to forget." ''After you stayed for a while and grew strong, you had to move on. ...Now it was time for him to move out. ...It was up to him to pay back to the world in beauty and caring what Leslie had loaned him in vision and strength.''As for the terrors ahead- for he did not fool himself that they were all behind him- well you just have to stand up to your fear and not let it squeeze you white.'go read the book okay? and think about all the similarities. even up to the trivial matters like throwing away all the paints and art paper that leslie had given him for christmas in a fit of sorrowful anger, and not being able to get it back afterwards; so we shouldn't pao1 qi4 all they have imparted upon us because of this great um emotional impact cos after that it will not be easy to get it all back again.woah man I should do lit. -.- eh no wait I alrd told misuzu I wasn't gonna take lit. (okayy I should stop telling ppl definite answers- gesticulates to reason why one did not sign up for psl interview. not that I had any chance whatsoever of getting in anw haha.) ahya anw wo3 si3 dou1 bu4 hui4 take lit de4. sorry litfans. why on earth would I even consider lit, geog and hist alrd so hard to decide. oi jess you were the one who ask me to take cbgh with you now you abandon me! hmpf I go ask giam jiejie to do with me. pouts. don't be your fwend.sigh okay gtg sek fan. oh haha managed to chiong half a pt draft last night. mrs mak said it's ok if it's incomplete. (: ohwell must scrape must scrape I alrd failed geog pt. >.< oh and to all who apply, I'm sorry the farewell concert invitations look so _?_. >.< only spent about an hour on it heh. ee I don't wanna think abourrit. ok shoosh. f (eh sorry I know you can't see this but it's supposed to be a strikeouted f) byebye. in a couple of ways. ))',:
-light my way
