take my heart but please don't break it
Wednesday, 30 January 2008 ;
20:12:00
sigh it really isn't that easy you know. I mean, I've spent my life being told to give in, being scolded for stuff I didn't even do wrong. so when someone does something wrong, to me, it's my fault. and I tell myself, what would it be like if I were in that person's shoes? everyone makes mistakes. when someone does something I don't agree with, I try to put myself into that person's shoes and find a way of agreeing. if someone daos me, I think about what I may have done to piss that person off. (haha I know that's quite over, but ya) if I accidentally dao someone, I feel like whacking my head repeatedly after that. if someone pisses me off, I usually don't openly show it, and if I do I regret it like hell afterwards. I mean, how many ppl have really seen me pissed before? (daniel doesn't count haha he's 8 almost 9 and freaking annoying)haha maybe at _ though. but that's a special case. and it's not really pissiating so much as... amusing. O.o like it's so utterly nonsensical that the whole hypocrisy or fake drama and exaggeration is like hilarious. sometimes the stuff mentioned are so dumb that you completely burst out laughing at the comp/ place where you hear it haha. sigh but it's also at _ for _ la. ruining an innocent life. pft you.oh well. I suppose we all have to try. jiayou to all of us! omg I can't believe it's so soon. AHHHHHHH. jumps up and down yelling. okay. WE WILL SURVIVE! (: (I hope)
-light my way
