Thursday, 24 April 2008 ;
16:59:00
I want to migrate to australia forever and never come back. and rear sheep. moo. WAIT sheeps sheep don't moo. RARH. (me, not the sheep) be afraid. be very afraid. MYAS ARE COMING. "are you depressed? you ought to be." "you're so dead." haha famous quotes. and "you already learnt this in sec 2." though it's not directly relevant haha.yes anywayy I AM SO DEAD. hey I am trying ok, I will write a study plan and I will try not to waste time and I will come home early to mug and I will mug my head off and I WILL pass MYAs. [what self-deception.] and I have already gone on an official letter-writing hiatus for the whole period of time. unless I really need something to take my mind off mugging for a while and my instru's not with me.which reminds me. HOW TO SURVIVE WITHOUT BAND FOR HALF A MONTH. I may just kill myself grah. and if I don't get to indiv I'll sound like weorhqwieujmwopurpov (<- meaning the sound itself, not [crap] heh) when I get back. but yay! I've found (or so I hope) the secret to a better tone. ok no rephrase rephrase, I've found the reason why sometimes I sound relatively acceptable and sometimes I just sound like weorhqwieujmwopurpov and saliva-ry and [more] metallic [than usual]. IT'S THE LEVEL OF THE REED. when it's like hairline level (isn't that where it is supposed to be though) I sound bleh and when I push it up a bit more it sounds better! (: whee. I will continue to experiment and try to prove the theory right. I think it's just me actually. like the kejia thing, where she suddenly couldn't really play 3 then she tried 3.5 then woah. like grow out of it haha. but I cna't find any 4.5s haha if not I would have tried long ago. well for now I'll just push it up then.anyway again. I AM GOING TO DIE. ok let's go in order.fri (tomorrow):english paper 2. compre is mood-swingish. can get really low or quite high. vocab is just D: all the time. (giam says "read the thesaurus!") summary is not bad. (: (at least there's ONE things I don't suck AS MUCH in.)wed 30 april:SS. diediedie. I don't really know what's going on during lessons. hey I mean it's all propaganda and stuffs! though I think it has worked on me. and like in history (since after sec 1) I can't seem to crap well anymore.chem. amazinglyyyy I kinda get it. as in I'm not so bad with chem than like physics. just need to do more practise, rmb when to write and when not to write units (the school is being so hypocritical), GO FOR ASPEN, and go back and mug everything before mole concept because very honestly all I can rmb studying is mole concept.fri 2 may:geog. [I tell you there's something wrong with her. seriously. but it's a positive change I suppose haha. maybe it's just the lame bug. it's easy to catch! (punpun! XD)] anw. okayy la I suppose. just go memorise (whee memorising is probably the easiest kind of mugging. for dumb ppl like me.) all the concepts of weathering. and wth la they started on coasts like 2 wks before MYAs and it's TESTED. like, what?! I don't even know what about coasts are we supposed to know. ohwhells.mon 5 may:HCL paper 2. can you believe it my chinese is improving! :D I passed ting xieeeee! haha anw. duan wen tian kong is hopeless fullstop. avg of 6/20. bestbest was like last yr EYAs. 12/20! omg I think that was like the ONLY time I passed can. compre is like english lor, depends on whether I gerrit, or don't gerrit. the latter I just take the words that appear in the qn, find them in the passage, then copy down the whole para where they appear. -.- summary I'm AMAZINGLY quite ok at it. :O if my english and chinese summary both not bad how come my blog posts so long. -.-physics. the one. the only. the killer. (ok no there's still math.) DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. *dies* see I actually suited my actions to my words. waves and sound are still a bit fuzzy, but a lot better than light and its reflection and refraction, and ray diagrams and refractive indexes and critical angles and whatnot. sigh. and she doesn't even chase us for ws, and I don't know how to do many anw (and no time), so I have 99.9%(3sf) of ws undone. I think I only fully completed 1 ws so far this yr. wow genius. so basically, do as many of those backdated ws as possible, and do 10-year series, and mugmugmug like siao.tues 6 may:history. ok just memorise all the points for impacts of scientific revolution and cause of industrial revolution and write sample essays and stuff. like SS la, cannot crap well. but SA was super happy-ating cos there was math '_' then chinese '___' then geog '_____' so history was at least comparatively ok. oh and I gotta ask jess/mr ganesh how to write nicely. like I really can't tell the diff between a quite good essay and a not so good one you know. it sucks.wed 7 may:math. math. math. math. the one two. the [not] only. but the killer too. ohcrap I just realised I don't know what topics are tested. but definitely stats, which are so screwed, I didn't do like ANY ws at all please. with its screwy graphical representations and all. and functions, of which I am vaguely starting to somewhat get. but quadratic ones are argh. and I just can't do graphs. grah and the differentiation thing is cheem[er than most other parts]. okay this day I will die if I don't already die on physics.thurs 8 may:good luck math ra ppl! smarties anyway. while we shall go out and celebrate the end of the MYAs wheeeeeeeeee! and this means band's gonna start again soon! :DI've been listening japanese graffiti from I to X. but i'm missing XIII does anyone have? anw I realise like ALL of them have sax solo/soli parts la. *big grin* and a lot of brass. and there're some parts with like this thing which I cannot make out whether it's a guitar or a saxophone with a very bad (in my opinion, in comparison to the symphonic sound) tone. O.o II is cute! V is happy. I don't really like american graffiti. ): they have songs like entertainer in them though which is quite cute haha. EH WE SHOULD BUSK ENTERTAINER OMG! :D and kejia wants to do ensemble quartet (woodwind ensemble, insted of sax, has... horn. pft.). omg scary. gotta get auded by mr oura and stuff. I definitely cannot make it. sigh.ok I should go start my mugging regime. grah I don't feel like writing mugging schedule now. I'll hang out at the comp a bit more first. prob won't be able to do so for the next coupla weeks sigh. OHYES and we're playing poe (prince of egypt, for the benefit of some) during hall assembly tomorrow to promote cadenza! go go go okay! joongyan cannot cheat my feelings ah! joni must go because of your connections!Cadenza XI19 July, Saturday3.30pmSCH (Singapore Concert Hall)$12, $16Free seating[edited]
Current repertoire (not in chronological order):AquariumBrazil
Carmen Fantasy
Christmas Scene from the opera La BohemeGlobal VariationsIn A Monastery GardenMetro GnomeRussian Sailors' DanceSelections from "Cats"The CenturionThe PioneersTico-Tico[ensembles][/edited]
-light my way