10 Reasons Why I'm Sad/Pissed
Wednesday, 4 June 2008 ;
20:20:00
1) first and worst, MY COMP. MY POOR COMP. (fine not mine personally) why can one accidental press of system recovery screw EVERYTHING! D: now EVERYTHING is gone, files, apps, programs. even like microsoft word. only empty folders are left. -.- my 3 years span of documents, built up over 4 years collection of songs, 3 years worth of designs, and 3 years of photos ranging from random camwhores D: to overseas pics DD: to band/batch/section/sb etc photos DDD:! and tons more. *headdesks*. calling ITish people like sallychan! do you know whether anything can be done? X( we stupidly don't have a backup harddrive. ARMAGEDDON. (or however it's spelt) the end of the world is here. ))))):2) academically, MY MATH IS SCREWED. yeah like I even had to say la. next round I (really really this time) bet I'll fail. after like a year, I still can't do indices. like I don't even know what's my problem with it, and nothing seems to be able to help. and with the recenter addition of surds. :\ yeah I know, practise, but how does that help when I do all practices wrongly anw? and like when stuff are explained to me, I get it, but like 5min later you give me the same question and I won't be able to do it. D:
3) ahem must I say it? PEETEES. chinese is like huh what's going on. (ok at least it's better than last year's freaking screwed individual oral-like thing, it's screwed oral-like thing WITH a group this year) and jess is floating around europe drinking wine now so we don't get down to discussion. and SS. hum. the poor -- single-parent families? but what organisation to contact? grah. or the really dumb the poor -- homeless families and contact HDB. -.- but homeless families are not really prevalent in s'pore. single-parent families are not too common too actually. physicaldisability-based? rarh I don't know. and then there's the soon to come math and chem PTs. lucky I don't take bio man. but I paid with that 7+hrs straight of working on physics PT and not sleeping the whole night and going as a zombie to school the next day.4) my sad hols-which-are-not-hols. ok that applies for almost all of us. actually no, I'm pissed with myself for being such a slacker. slacking is physically restful but mentally stressful cos of guilt while being productive is more physically demanding (well mental too in the case of hw) but feels good. I suppose it's which one you succumb to. the whole hols, I've managed to... drumroll... file. wow. and minorly pack my table. and ATTEMPT math assignments and not even get past the 2nd question. refer to point 2). *pokes self* go be productive!
5) on the subject of my table, argh why can't I throw things away. I just like keeping stuff. they come in useful sometimes la. ok in the first place, why can't my table be the way it is? I like it this way. ok no messy tabletop makes sense but the cupboards and stuff? sigh.6) WE FEEL NOOB. haha but it was fun though. locking (intro) lesson on tues! [evan, jiayou with your ongoing persuasion!] gosh if intro's like that, definitely can't go for beginner. :\ I suck at isolation! I can't do head. but it's like not really isolation-ish. it's like.. pendulum-ish? I dunno. like the whole torso rocks side to side. ah nvm not making sense again. haha I like the skitter rabbit thingum! I don't get the arms though. yeah anw, everyone around us all make us feel so noob. D: I'm more comfortable with hiphop I think haha. let's go with joni one day! though she'll make us feel noob too. joni is a closet-everything la! last time closet-bimbo now unleashed, closet dancer in terms of isolation but now we all know she's pro, sekali she's a closet-bboyer also haha. oh and they only have advanced begginer b-boy classes. D:
7) I SPENT 6 BUCKS ON JELLYBEANS. I can't believe it la. so pissed at myself. like when I got ripped off on a tiny packet of japanese snacks which cost $1something. D: (sorry using this emoticon a lot, I can't use the angry one cos it messes with my html code. which also explains why I haven't used the scrunch eyes one for a long time) anw, I realised I don't really like the fruit flavours. ): but I like the random flavoured ones like buttered popcorn and strawberry cheesecake! :D but I'm really weird, whenever I pop a jellybean into my mouth my mind immediately registers that the flavour is all chemicals, so I can never enjoy jellybeans to their fullest. D: and rarh I'm broke now. I've to last the next 2 weeks. I gotta not eat the next few band prac lunches or something. nah not going to happen. glutton! and I've got so many debts. ): sorry people I owe!
8) WHY MUST THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN. first, was-to-be japan trip and confirmation camp clashed perfectly. now is-to-be japan trip clashes with pre-confirmation chalet. D: ok I just realised it doesn't. proposed japan trip is from 30 august, not 5 september right? right right? *hopes fervently*9) yet again, who has axon recording! I can't sight read/sing/guess (whatever you call it) so I have no idea how it sounds. D: ok maybe vaguely. but inferno has recording! no fair. pouts. haha. sigh I'm gonna screw up. not like I'm going to be anw. which applies for everything we have to aud for actually. individual auds don't count, I can't not be me? argh nvm make no sense AGAIN.[on a random note, my sb is going to fall seriously ill on the 10th of june. :p yujia shall have chicken pox, I shall have measles, and gloria shall have mumps. alternatively we could get SARS, bird flu and dengue haha.]
10) absolutely random, but my phone stinks. no, literally. it smells funny. which leads to my fingers smelling funny after I use it rarh. and I keep spraying it with random perfumes but it keeps coming back. ok this is so totally random. nevermind.
-light my way
