Monday, 7 July 2008 ;
23:45:00
sorry about that random title. I mainly on-ed the comp at this weird hour to search for the lewis structure of it online cos my brain is SERIOUSLY in hibernation and I have no thinking ability right now. but when I found it it was so damn easy omg. DX but yay I got to blog.okay the topic statement of this post is:
PEARLYN IS FREAKING STRESSED. haha like there even is a need to mention right. butbutbut this time is like reallyseriouslytotally the stressest I've been in my life. I think. ok let's spend a happy 30min listing down stuff.
SS PT - only have a rough idea, need to refine A LOT, don't even know what the scheme is exactly, haven't found a way to source the people out, rather weak idea, draft due tml today or smth. but ohwhells.chinese PT - hahahaha. :/ haven't started AT ALL, haven't even read our topic, but from what I heard from sam it's on plastic surgery. haven't had the time/will to go confirm that, but sam I trust you! (: [though you're like the one who somehow freaked evan and I out at the end of p6 by saying that in rg we start with 7 ccas and drop 1 by 1? xD] anw, shall research sometime soon. *scrunch eyes* [sorry, can't do the smiley if not my html will screw up rmb] research in english and translate right?maths PT - if you can call it a pt? like some exam, one period thing: quadratic functions, quadratic graphs. have I mentioned that my maths is beyond screwed? (and can you believe it I prefer cubic to quadratic la) and ARGH I totally forgot everything abt completing the square. needtomugneedtomug. and it's on WEDNESDAY! which is techinically tml! great. :/history PT - what? haha we were very barely briefed on it. ahya basically some make a product (I'll do board game I guess) to teach kids what a revolution is or smth. rawr I hate doing physical making stuff. ok not that reports are nicer to do either.the coming chem PT - I hope it's not too demanding sigh.the coming geog PT - same.and if you realise that that's PTs for ALL the subjects except...physics - which we've done. yeah the night I didn't sleep one. oh which reminds me to mention that I CANNOT DRAW GRAPHS. I cannot translate displacement into velocity and vice versa. rawr.english - well, we have a wunnerful SA for this! claps. D: some 3min persuasive speech on a world issue concerning youth. hello, do I look like I can do anything close to what you can call public speaking? andand speech outline due tml. standing ovation. D:PE? - haha this is prob the best thing. just that I suck at digging and setting and whatnot, and the ball just goes totally funky angles, and I can't ever seem to hit it with the flat of my arm. tenderly pats wrist. ):and now...cadenza - my standard cannot make it. cannotcannot. AURGH. and my stamina SERIOUSLY cannot make it. I should go increase my pain tolerance by being a unique emo kid and cutting my lip instead. *scrunch eyes* and I NEED TO INDIV NOWNOWNOW.cadenza pracs - ahh I can't make it for this friday's one! D: stupid grooming la. and nothing against the pracs, but I bet the teachers will be like "oh look LONG holiday!" *sadistic grin* at the APCG week, and bombard us with loads of hw. wow what a long hol. mon tues wed thurs: cadenza prac. fri: cadenza presents+notes+mental preperation. sat: cadenza. sun: church. WOW WHAT A FREE HOLIDAY! I could totally do so much hw! X(cadenza tickets - I really hope the sales are better! and peixin don't stress over $ and tickets kay! andand debbyoyah and pam! how am I supposed to pass tickets to yall! *scrunch eyes* like pass to some rgp person? wait debby you still live there right?grade exams - I wantt. argh should I be totally psycho and try grade 5 theory? from like grade 0. world record man. *scrunch eyes* anw it won't make a difference, does it look like I can make it anywhere past grade 5? I'd probably be lucky to make grade 2. :/ aurals ahhh. can some kind soul tell me what it's all about and train me?not to mention...dance lessons - I have to finish 11 lessons in less than 2 months. by 2 sept specifically. ok now eliminate: normal tues weds because the only intro lessons are during band (and fris if I don't transfer aspen class). 4 mons cos of cooking. most of whatever I can squeeze during APCG cos of cadenza pracs. sats cos there're no intro lessons. suns cos there's cat class. norm thurs (I want street jazz! D:) cos my mum says it's too late to be out. great. what does that leave? I doubt there's even 11.I guess there's much more but these are just those that popped into my mind first la. can't be bothered to try thinking of everything else killing me. sighhh. someone cheer me up!...
it's be yourself day tml! :D + -.- I bet a lot of ppl are gonna be themselves in sch u. I shall wear jeans with sch shorts underneath and pe shirt with hoodie over cos we have pe rarh. and I don't think we're allowed to wear pe shirt with jeans nor wear pe attire to sch. walao so mafan. so before pe I'll just strip off hoodie and jeans lor. then after pe I'll wear evan and I's jape shirt! (: hmm. black star earrings. black necklace with cross. HAHA I koped the cross from my handphone accessory thing cos it goes! nvm noone has to know that. :D but like none of my mum's nice (or not nice for that matter) cross pendants can fit into the black necklaces I bought. D:okay. *deep breathing* I shall just go to sleep now (erm or at least go to lie in bed and sms) and go to sch tml and worry then. cool? *scrunch eyes* *rubs eyes after too much scrunching*Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, I will never let You go
You've taken me from the miry clay
You set my feet upon the rock
Now I know
I love You
I need You
though my world may fall
I'll never let You go
my Saviour
my closest friend
I will worship You
until the very end
-light my way
