Tuesday, 7 April 2009 ;
13:46:00
okay I is back again. in school haha, since I'm prob not gonna be able to use comp at home. and whoo I actually wrote down the topics I was gonna mention so as not to fully succumb to my horrible memory once more.
hm this was not in my list, but strongly recent: results. arghhhhh. my sciences and math are doing okayish (not for long I bet :/) and my humans are going down the drain. hoyes not to mention chinese which never existed. all bare passes dammit.
anw, I've been quite actively blogging lately! cos it way beats mugging man. free block now, crap I know I'm supposed to be doing stuff like geog (due tmr I THINK) or tuition hw (due later HAHA) but wtv manzzzz.
ohoh I was quite annoyed with my mum that day cos she was agreeing with glosz method of "cannot play, quit". she was like that's the way it's supposed to be, if not how to maintain the standards? and I'm like wth just shuddup man you obviously don't get the passion but I do so don't give me that in my face.
and this week is quite packed! it was supposed to be quite awesome, but noooo, I've to be banned from at least some stuff. tmr we're going SCH for syf last day :D thurs is holy thurs mass, then lenten vigil (which is until like midnight but my mum is not against it while she is against the following point), batch sleepover on good friday (and my mum goes you've spent your last three years in band, it's enough, this year you should give it up and I'm like wtf it's this very year that I should treasure it most; and about this kinda stuff being not official band stuff y'know and all that. grahhhhh.), and some op smile thing on sat WHICH would be damn convenient to go from talia's place but ARGH I DON'T KNOW my mum says you can't go for everything, give up smth, but I don't know which and even if I did she's more like screaming don't go for batch sleepover whatever crap that is cos it won't help you grow into a better person or show on your records ARGH NEVERMIND I AM STRESSEDDDD.
ohya and whee I have a to-do list. not like all the hw and shit one, like more long term I guess haha.
1) prom shopping! we seriously have to get down to it soon. shall be elaborated later yay.
2) sort out iTunes. I'mma get more songs and rename my everything and find the respective albums and all.
3) ONE day, I will sit down and read all the letters I ever got for band events.
4) HAHA I shall not put this. it's embarrassing. (somewhat)
5) get a sax instructor and finally do abrsm someday! rawr.
6) finish reading through the bible again.
ehhh I think I thought of smth else but didn't write it so ohwell.
and HAHA a naughty to-do list! not like a okay I wanna do this kinda thing, but more like a lol I think I'm prob gonna do this someday thing.
1) ummm drink. and get drunk, though not a very good idea on the first time. and I hope I don't do stupid stuff haha. [ohhh we must make roxanne drunk and purge her secrets! xD]
2) swear. I seriously have never okay! 'cept that once singing some fort minor song, by ACCIDENT. haha not good, here I am while jerome's like being guai and not swearing. oops!
and haha there's an every girl's wishlist!
1) find someone. haha dunno don't you sometimes feel you just really want someone? I know it doesn't work that way, like oh I want someone, let's get someone, but waiting for the right person I guess haha. in my case doubly waiting, even if I find the right person I'd prob not do anything haha. anw, sometimes you really just want someone you can snuggle into and lean on and hug! haha but then there's like the fear of hm losing a friendship and like have to watch random stuff you say (like casually using dear haha :p) and all. ohoho taboo topic!
2) have a nice older brother! this was originally just older brother, but I realised not all fit the bill. :p yeah anw I really want a super nice caring gor haha. :D joanne you're damn lucky you know!
3) get a gay friend! xD haha I dunno how this came about, but it seems like everyone I know wants one lol. they're like a girlfriend to you, apparently, and can give awesome advice haha. and, quoting someone, you don't have to worry cos you know nothing will ever happen between yall haha.
ok now for ytd's wonderful escapades! :D went j.co for donuts with angie and roxanne. haha splurge no. 1! but woahmygosh oozy peanut butter and crunchy almonds are HEAVENLY. and I've never enjoyed a mango donut so much before haha. oh and (for rox and I al least la haha) oreo's always a staple in any half-dozen. :D anw, we lounged around the j.co lifestyle cushy chairs and talked and tried to worm scandals out lol. and read each other's phones and HAHA roxanne and angie deleted most of hers AWW and I delete all my msgs after replying but NO I don't have scandals anw so haha. :D oh then we walked around raffles city prom shopping haha! nah, one of those fake ones again. but angie is really super fashion advisor-y! haha we have a lot of faith in you angie, don't let us down! (: yes anwww, we seriously need to go get _ (before prom) and _ (at least before jc)! haha bugis street one day okay. :D group dateee! haha oh and my splurge no. 2 ytd was on earrings grahh. HAHA quote angie and her small and delicate! whoo, awesomeness. [insert heart! html screwups ftl D:]
ohh I think rs is gonna start soon. I cannot pon AGAIN :/ and I still have to format and colour haha (typing on notepad lol). so anw,
all the best to everyone having coming SYFs! (:
ohya and I think I shall add to rawrjumphug one day to my to-do list. :D
-light my way
